...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

~10 things~

10 things

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair;
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick;
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie,
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

love n hearts

LoVe....
is not as easy as it look...
it a promise between two ppl and two heart...
it wouldn't call love if only consist of one part..
hEaRt...
it takes a lifetime to build hearts, but a few seconds to break it...
and it really hurts

Love is a constellation of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness. The meaning of love varies relative to context. Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships. Though often linked to personal relations, love is often given a wider connection, a love of humanity , of nature , with life itself, or a oneness with the universe , a universal love or karma. Love can also be construed as Platonic love, religious love, familial love, and, more casually, great affection for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, to include activities and foods. This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity.

The definition of love is the subject of considerable debate, enduring speculation and thoughtful introspection. The difficulty of finding a universal definition for love is typically tackled by classifying it into types, such as passionate love, romantic love, and committed love. These types of love can often be generalized into a level of sexual attraction. In common use, love has two primary meanings, the first being an indication of adoration for another person or thing, and the second being a state of relational status. Love is an act of identifying with a person or thing, capable of even including oneself Dictionaries tend to define love as deep affection or fondness. In colloquial use, according to polled opinion, the most favored definitions of love involve altruism, selflessness, friendship, union, family, and bonding or connecting with another.

Thomas Jay Oord has defined love in various scholarly publications as acting intentionally, in sympathetic response to others (including God), to promote overall well-being. Oord means for his definition to be sufficient for research in ethics, religion, and science.

The different aspects of love can be roughly illustrated by comparing their corollaries and opposites. As a general expression of positive sentiment (a stronger form of like), love is commonly contrasted with hate (or neutral apathy as a less sexual and more mutual and "pure" form of romantic attachment, love is commonly contrasted with lust ; and as an interpersonal relationship with romantic overtones, love is commonly contrasted with friendship , although other connotations of love may be applied to close friendships as well.

The very existence of love is sometimes subject to debate. Some categorically reject the notion as false or meaningless. Others call it a recently-invented abstraction, sometimes dating the "invention" to courtly Europe during or after the Middle Ages. Others maintain that love really exists, and is not an abstraction, but is undefinable, being essentially spiritual or metaphysical in nature.. Some psychologists maintain that love is the action of lending one's "boundary" or "self-esteem" to another. Others attempt to define love by applying the definition to everyday life.

Cultural differences make any universal definition of love difficult to establish. Expressions of love may include the love for a soul or mind , the love of laws and organizations, love for a body, love for nature, love of food, love of money, love for learning, love of power, love of fame, love for the respect of others, etc. Different people place varying degrees of importance on the kinds of love they receive. Love is essentially an abstract concept, easier to experience than to explain. Because of the complex and abstract nature of love, discourse on love is commonly reduced to a though-terminating cliché, and there are number of common proverbs regarding love, from Virgil's "Love conquers all" to The Beatles' "All you need is love"

turln left turn right

mari kita main pusing2..hehehe
did u ever watch the HK movie with the title left right turn right?
its kind of love story..
sedih pn ade gak..
diorg ni sll je miss antara 1 sama lain..
diorg mencari 1 same lain tp xdpt jumpe...
they actually at the same place but always miss the opportunity to meet..
kesian kan..jln sebelah2,sorg atas sorg kat bwh..
cm ssh btul la hubungan diorg ni..
cam xde jodoh la...
last2 diorg dpt la contact melalui a phone call,
yg best nye dan2 tu plak ade earthquake...
da xleh dgr plak..diding uma diorg runtuh...
last2 sbnrnye diorg tinggal sebelah2 je...
kesian hidup diorg yg cam ssh sgt kan..
padahal jiran je..
so..the moral of the story is..KENALILAH JIRAN TETANGGA ANDA....hahahahaha :P

for more inform regarding the movie : http://www.lovehkfilm.com/reviews/turn_left_turn_right.htm

something that i miss

it more than 2 months since i left my student's life..and how i miss that time..its hard but at the same time fun..
full of memories back than..3 years as an Applied Sciences student, i gain so much..and now, i miss it so much...


these 3 picture was took from Block B of Faculty of Applied Sciences...spend so much time here..and lots of memories too *wink wink hehehe




these 2 picture..how am i gonna say about this..mmm let say it as 'awan yg terpilu' huh?
hehehe it took from Teratai College ...been here for my 1st year as a student there..
it is not really a very nice college however it is enough..but fun to be there..not as strict as the other colleges..and having "fun" felt down the stairs,felt down the at the parking lot,felt "up" the stairs..lebam2,n luka2...even though it is only 1 year but i had so much accident here..like my mum said...im the accident pro..huhuhu hope no more accident plz...



i can see the' kepoyoan' of this last picture...however,i m proud to be 1 of them...it is nice to be here..gain so much and so much to give back..insyaallah..

till me meet again..adios

kehidupan..:p

well,sekarang da hbs blaja..n ramai pn kwn2 da hbs blaja...
melangkah ke alam pekerjaan (which is not for me at the moment),
n undangan ke majlis pertunangan n perkahwinan dr kwn2 pn ade..
masing2 nk bertunang n nk kahwen, n ade plak schoolmate da jd mak buyung hehehe da pregnant da..kng2 rasa jeles gak kat diorg tu,yela da bertunang,n start a new life n build their own family..
heppi je kan
well at the age of 22 , da ready ke?klu x,xkan la diorg da buat kan..hepi utk diorg gak
for me,keinginan tu ade..off course la,if not, there must be sumthing wrong with me hehehehe
tp,i dont really think that i might follow their steps dlm mase terdekat ni..
knp ek? ntah la,rs nye i need to settle a few things,nk capai something b4 go on with the serious matter of marriage..
have a few plans in mind rite now,insyaallah ade rezeki,dpt tunai kan...
when the time comes,i cant hide anymore...
it will someday,insyaallah..someday that i dont know..only Allah knows
when "the ring" meet my finger

tahniah for kawan2 yg da bertunang,bakal bertunang,bakal nikah n bakal timang cahaya mata..

280707

today suppose to be a very nice n happy n perfect day for the last 5 and a half month or to be specific, 5 months and 16 day...

there is something happen today and i make up something else happen and it should be a nice, happy and full of loves day...

i've tried my best so that it could be a prefect day..

unfortunately,it turns to something that i wish it could never happen...i should not ask for that person favor, i should go by myself and i should had my day alone...

in the journey back, im keep on thinking,
why all this thing happen?
why i fell so lonely when it shouldnt be?
why i walk alone when there actually someone with me?
why i keep silence when someone just beside me?
why im still holding?
why i have this feeling?
and i cant find the answers,
its in someone's hand, heart n mind..not me.

the lips is smiling but the eyes is crying, the heart is breaking...

perfect is just a word, it never exist...

..::hUmAn::..

Human is the most complex creatures on earth... and we do also have a complex life..dont we?

1 + 1 = not always be 2..

After an A not always be B..

In the road that we walk, there always be a junction...

Things that we want not always be the things that we need...

:: The Heart Of A Woman ::

They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up against injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without new shoes so their children can have them. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all sizes, in all colors and shapes. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin! Women do more than just give birth. They bring joy and hope. They give compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have a lot to say.. and a lot to give.

Chocolates ~

Chocolates are the favourite food item of many people and it is very likely you'll come across individuals where these two contradictory conditions are at loggerheads with each other. But people today are very health conscious and eating sugar is avoided or kept to a minimum either due to health conditions like diabetes or, in some cases, from the simple desire to maintain a healthy lifestyle. That is to say a person likes chocolates but cannot eat them due to the large amounts of sugar that go into the making of mainstream chocolates.

As they say, "where there's a will, there's a way," therefore it is not surprising that an alternative exists for such people, namely the sugarless chocolate. Although the name is self explanatory that does not mean that such chocolates are not sweet (this would defeat the primary goal of your palette and your love for munching them).

There are several artificial sweetening agents commercially available which can be used to simulate the affect of sweetness on the tongue, but do not have the harmful affects associated with table sugar. Although there is a certain level of uncertain regarding the safety of such products like saccharin. Despite the doubts, there are several types of sugar alternatives in the market, and these alternatives are being used by manufacturers of food products, including chocolate.

Lucky for most of us wishing to be slim and fit, many of the major producers of chocolate have their sugarless chocolate apart from their mainstream sugared counterparts. The consumer is now given the ability to use their own discretion when deciding which type of chocolate to consume.

Chocolate has a long and illustrious history and people will continue to be drawn to everything chocolate! For diabetics or people with weight problems, chocolate are no longer out of their reach. With care and proper research fine foods once forbidden to many can go back on their diets. From holidays to just a relaxing part of anyone's day, sugarless products are making it possible for everyone to be happy!

lately been quite busy..
actually its not really busy physically but it is more to mentally..huh? hehehe
sumthing happen to my family..
lots of things to think of..
including my own problems..
huhuhu

sometimes i feel that im stuck in a middle of sumthing or sumwhere...
sumtimes i just cant share anything with anyone...
if i really do want to share it, that sumone will not be around...
then d excitement of that story will fade away....
gone with d wind..
need that feel again..
felling of being together..
feeling d needs of each other..

love..
love is like d wind...
u dont see it but can feel it..
but lately i dont really feel d freshness of d wind..
love..

love is like a ghost.....
u can see it but u know its there..
im afraid of d ghost.. yes it is so complicated....
im not that simple

kita di takdirkan bertemu n bercinta

..n im still holding on..

still at home..n still unemployed ..
my routine activity.. applying for job.. attend a few interviews..
well actually i got a job unfortunately i can accept that offer..why? its because the salary.. well im not demanding but after calculating for my transportation cost, meal, epf n socso i gain almost nothing..not even enough to give to my parents.. so i need to withdraw...
sabar je la..hope i got another job soon.insyaallah..ade rezeki..

:)...is this true?

Most people walk in and out of our life. . . . .
But only friends leave footprints in our heart......

TrAnsFoRmErS....

Waah.....feel so excited about the d movie....cm budak2 plak.....really, im not the type of girl that like that kind of movie..since that my bro belanje tgk transformers, ikut je la...

after about 2 hours, i really fall in luv with this movie..it really awesome..
mmg best la...how the robots transform.. those Optimuss Prime, Bumblebee, Ironhide,Megatron, Starscream etc...its a serious movie..but, they can make u laugh..really those guys mmg lawak..hahahahhaha..mmg 1 cinema gelak la..but they r also some touching part..cm sedey2 skit la...

after d movie..on d way back, all of us cm discuss psl movie tu sume..n nana my 4 years old niece pn bercerita sama..1 line from her that we cant forget is that "aah kan abah, best la cite kite tgk td..cite ape ek kite tgk td"..hahahhahaha blh plak die xingat cite ape..hahaha da ngantuk sgt kot..

what ever it is..this movie is really great..

sape yg nk g tgk tu..masuk la panggung awl2..dont miss d 1st part..every part counts ;)....

n sape2 nk g tgk tu plz count me in plzzzz :P...hahahaha cm nk tgk lg je....hehehehehehe

nasib baik td movie hbs lmbt klu x,silap2 hbs movie g beratur bl tiket lg...hehehhehe

enjoy d movie~~

kenapa la hari ni jadi pilihan..

di atas kesedaran diri bhw diri ini adalah seorg penganggur...aktiviti pencarian kerja giat di jalan kan...

online application mmg ade..even lg senang through email je...yg x best nye bl nk apply keje kerajaan / half kerajaan..da la kne print borang, hntr dgn sijil2 nye...printer dala rosak..kne la g cc print, photostat sijil n g fac nk kne pengesahan plak..wlpun dekat tp amat la mls hahahaha datu dgn nk posnye lagi..duit2 dala xkeje ...sedey2 :(

xcukup dgn tu kne bg gak transkrip skali kan...xdpt lg la bnde tu..so td kuat kan semangat g fac nk tanye pasal transkrip sementara tu...dala panas tghr sampai2 office kol 240 ade kertas kat kaunter "pejabat ditutup pada jam 230 ptg kerana semua staff ade perjumpaan bersama VC" aduh...sungguh menguji kesabaran tu...dlm byk2 hari hari gak yg jadi pujaan hati mereka...
well,its not my day...sedey btul...esok, cuba lagi..

chaiyok!!!

my day

what a very boring and dull day i have lately...

routine job -- doing the house work (as d house wife) hehehe since that im jobless rite now...
-- online (searching for suitable job n apply)
so boring...
nak mandi pn cm mls (buruk btul perangai)..xde la bgn lmbt pn...bgn pagi wat keje2 uma...tp mls nk mandi..xbusuk pn wangi je...xelok bazir air..hahahhahaha
korg ingat senang ke SYABAS tu nk bersih kan air dr sungai yg cm teh susu tu jd air bersih yg korg buka paip tu..hahahaha

oleh itu jgn la mbazir air hehehehehe

ish bl la nk dpt keje ni....
dok uma agak busan tp best..xkesah sgt pn dok uma...
yg d kesah kan ialah xde duit huhuhuhu sedey btul la
apekah nasib ku ini..nasib seeorg penganggur....

marilah kite bersama2 mendownload lagu byk2 hahahahhaha


~adios~

hari ini

wah..sungguh la bosan duduk d rumah
actually best tp risau pasal keje...xdpt2 lg...mls la nk apply2 ni..
hr2 ni mengadap pc cr keje..hntr resume..
dala ssh nk cr keje..
sume pn nk pengalaman..da tu yg fresh grad ni nk campak mn?
mmm
xth la
sakit kepale nk pk mcm2
byk btul dugaan nye
mcm2 masalah plak yg melanda..;(

today...sunday

wah..its already sunday....tomorrow already monday...got lots of things to catch up...
assignments, lab reports thesis...aduh

feel not to think bout it..but have no choice...
feeling so tired...rushing here n there..
classes-home-sirim-home-class...thats my daily rutine...a
duh penat tau espacially when my 'babies' kat sirim tu xmoh nk idup...geram

but skrg alhamdullilah i can proceed to d next step...even sedey takut x sempat...
xpe sempatnye insyallah

actually i (n my other classmate) got less than 2 months before our thesis presentation...
mmm n the writing report x wat ape lg...proposal yg last sem ntah ke mane ntah x d pulangkan lg eeee geram.

with all the pressure,problem and stress tp me mcm relax je...
hahaha hari tu ade org tajye "ada x tension ke, cam relax je"
mmg la tension tp xnk tension sgt....it doesnt help pn kan...sikit2 sudah..huahua

tp sometimes people work better bl ade skit pressure....tu mmg btul gak...

ape2 pn...hope d coming week i can handle everything fine...
~daa

9th jan

second day of class...just got 2 class but a bit tired cause in d afternoon..
now a bit bz with booking for d lab...final project cant b proceed if i cant get a lab and ofcourse waiting for my bacteria..haha that going to be my best fren...

adios for now